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thesphereooc2021-05-12 08:36 pm
sphererpmod) wrote in thesphereooc2021-05-12 08:36 pm
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This is an extremely hard thing to post and I apologize for it not having any fancy coding but I wanted to get this out today. I love this game. I love the players, the characters and all of the energy and fun you guys bring to it which is why I'm kinda gutted to be making this post. For anyone who doesn't know, I have been extremely ill since October, I've lost a significant amount of weight and my online time on my computer is so limited I'm having to write this in two goes. When I'd posted the timeline of June of being back, I thought that they would have figured out and treated whatever is wrong. Right now we still don't have answers other than that I'm getting more ill.
You guys deserve a more active mod with a more active game which I just can't do right now. If someone would like to take over modding, I'd gladly give it to them, but if not I'm just going to let it become a sandbox that people who still love and want their CR (including me as soon as I can be back!) and want to play in the setting still.
This is not a decision that I have made lightly, or easily: I realize that I'd been lying to myself for a while about getting better. I kept cutting out other things thinking that it would make things easier for me to RP and mod and it didn't work. I am extremely sorry to be doing this and I probably should have done it before but I just loved playing with you guys so much I didn't want to make this call. And now I should actually say what I've been avoiding and talking around here: I am stepping down as mod and will be putting the game into sandbox mode unless someone wants to take over running it.
You guys deserve a more active mod with a more active game which I just can't do right now. If someone would like to take over modding, I'd gladly give it to them, but if not I'm just going to let it become a sandbox that people who still love and want their CR (including me as soon as I can be back!) and want to play in the setting still.
This is not a decision that I have made lightly, or easily: I realize that I'd been lying to myself for a while about getting better. I kept cutting out other things thinking that it would make things easier for me to RP and mod and it didn't work. I am extremely sorry to be doing this and I probably should have done it before but I just loved playing with you guys so much I didn't want to make this call. And now I should actually say what I've been avoiding and talking around here: I am stepping down as mod and will be putting the game into sandbox mode unless someone wants to take over running it.